I'm just so sad today | aqua106's Blog

I miss Michael so much. It's just so hard to be with out him. He texted me this morning and said he loved me. I just don't believe him anymore. I love him so much but I just can't be with him. I don't trust him. I don't believe him. All the places we have been together they all look different now. Just reminders of happier times when I felt loved by him and trusted him. My heart feels like someone jammed a metal stake through it. I'm trying everyday just to be "ok" I can't I cry so much. I know it's best for me to keep my back to him. I just don't think I can. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with this man. I can't spend the rest of my life with a man who has hurt me like he has. He has lied to me so much, so I can't believe the words "I love you" when he says it.

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